So tonight I ended up getting up at about midnight after going to bed, and going into town.
Game went pretty well. I wasn’t really into it at first, but eventually you do get into the swing of things!
So I was at a bar, and I was chatting to a couple of girls, and this other, typical hot looking girl gives me eyes, then she comes up to me and starts being all sexy.
Long story short, I take her off with me. But turns out this girl is really drunk. We go to another bar (it’s actually a bar that I know the owner of), and she tells me that she’s hungry, so I get her some fries to eat. She’s like, passing out drunk.
I figure I’ll take her home. Like, it is the better thing to do. This girl is a hotty, and also I’m looking after her. Because HEY I actually am a pretty decent person.Even if I did have sex with her, the sex/situation would be better than with some other munter.
Anyway – so she falls a sleep in the taxi, and I actually need to drag her out.
Get her to my house (I should have taken her back to her house, she’d be much more comfortable there).
So we make out for a bit, get her to take of her shoes, I ask if she wants to take off her dress, and she doesn’t. So it’s making out, she gives me a hand job for a bit (I’m really turned on).. Anyway – I think I escalated it physically too quickly (moved her hands to my cock again), took it from that magical feel good place, to just physical stimulation.
So she’s fallen deep a sleep now.
For a bit I try to rouse her by making out with her, getting her to touch my dick, but it’s not effective, so then I decide I just need to ignore her to the morning. She’s in a pretty deep sleep.
Now the problem is, this girl has been right into me, and I’ve been turning her on. But all that is going to disapate, and I worry that in the morning she’s just going to get up and leave, with nothing for me to show for it.
I guess the main thing is for me to like the person that I am for the night. So there’s a few things that I don’t like. I should have taken her to her place. The too quick physical escalation (this is actually a big one, because that’s pretty much my entire sexual performance there).
THe real problem is, is that I can’t sleep. I’d sleep much better, had I be having some wild sex.
So the plan from here. Try to go to sleep. In the morning, start from scratch with the seduction process. Maybe take her to farmers market. Get her comfortable. Spend time with her. Pretty much that.
That’s what’s going to make me feel going about the person that I am. (Not getting laid, with some rushed, bad sex).
Alright, cool, I’m starting to feel pretty good. I need to remember this as a mantra.
So really – how do I go to sleep now? Lol, I could walk back into the town and try pick up again…but whatevs.
Still, I can’t sleep. Alright, let’s take a leak.